I don't know if you guys remember, but a while ago I mentioned I was having some medical problems. Well I had some tests done and found out today that I'm in the early stages of cervical cancer. I don't really know what to say. What do you say about that? I'm not even 20 years old. All I could say to the doctor was "what?" and "really?" I can admit that it's a little scary and that I was WAY shocked. Who wouldn't be? Needless to say, I cried. Of course I cried. Who wouldn't?

Kylie

She teeters helplessly on the edge. Her eyes beg him for help, but when she opens her mouth no words come out. He moves toward her and grabs her outstretched hand. Her body relaxes now that she knows he will save. He smiles sweetly and lets go.
Her mind reels as she falls to the ocean below. He had always let her down before, why had she believed this would be any different?
She feels a dull ache as she hits the water, but nothing near as bad as she thought it would be. Wading in the water, she wonders why she was so afraid to fall in.
She swims toward the shore. Quickly, the fear sweeps over her again as she realizes the undertow has her and the shore is disappearing. She's swept out to sea where she shortly joins a group of people also struggling against the current.
One by one, each of them is rescued until only she is left. She continues to struggle to keep her head above the water. With every stroke the current seems to get stronger and she's swept further out. After weeks of waiting and hoping someone will save her too, her faith begins to wane.
Antoher month goes by and her hope is completely gone. Realizing no one will save me, I let the waves consume me.

Grandma had surgery on Tuesday. Grandpa and I have been taking care of her, but he has to work during the day so most of it fell to me yesterday. :/

When inspiration gives you a dirty look, you break it's f-ing nose.

Recently a friend of mine and I had a conversation on facebook when she posted a very interesting status. It goes as follows:

Kristen: "All God does is watch us and kill us when we get boring. We must never, ever be boring." Chuck Palahniu. I plan to live this weekend by this quote. your welcome GOD!

Kylie: Then i should already be dead. Why is God waiting?

Kristen: You'll have to ask Chuck Palahniu. But i secretly think he is writing a book about YOUR life so i dont know if he'll tell you

Kylie: If Chuck Palahniu is writing a book about my life, so I'm still alive, then that would make him God wouldn't it?

Kristen: ... logical deduction. And I cannot disagree with that. If Chuck Palahniu is god, what does that make Fight Club?

Kylie: The Bible?



Chew on that. Chuck Palaniu as God. I think I just solved a mystery.